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Thursday, June 20, 2019

The light of day....

[..... oh no!]

Most times my imaginary world
is just as I desire it to be .....
my fantasy life  discards any pesky facts
that don't really work!
It becomes a peaceful pool
of pleasant feelings and emotions....

... but the wave of reality crashes
onto my blissful fantasy
Smashing illusions.....
washing away dreams....

Oh.... it hurts.... so much....
The illusions were so good
and the feeling seemed so real....
It leaves me in a pool of despair....
.... my heart cries "It's just not fair!"

The pleasant feelings are replaced by
the bitterness of knowing
that my fantasy is just that....
... a house of cards
.... collapsing.....
....in the slightest breath of normality

.... so sad

© Ian Croft June 2019

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